8

I forced my self to stay focused as i went downstairs searching for my mother.

I repeatedly blinked so i could keep my focus.
I stopped half way through the stairs took deep breath tried to relax myself, it was working the faint feeling was slowly going, but my heart never stopped pounding.
I was scared, nervous, worried, curious everything.

I scanned the living room from the stairs, searching for my mother, i saw her sitting where i last saw her before lunch.

I'm glad i decided to wear ballerinas instead of heels, it helped me walk through this.

I walked to my mother breathing weirdly, but i didn't cry, i held them for a better moment i will hold them for the happy moment.
She gasped loudly "shfeech wayhch a9fr???" Pulling me next to her to where i last sat this afternoon.
Ironic how just few hours ago we sat the same place talked about the same guy only difference is the subject.
"Ninaa yebii mai" she ordered the maid who came rushing after out after hearing my mothers gasp.
I kept quiet as i tried adjusting my breathing and heart rate.
Breathing in and out slowly
I was given the water i gulped it all.
"Tklmi mama 5wfteni shfech?!"
She said slightly loud.
"D-d-d-d.." I tried to speak but my heart refused to adjust.
"Ee okay d3ay shfee?" She asked with fully wide eyes full of curiosity.
I felt like crying but i didn't i held it.
The lump hurt but i didn't want to cry.
"Swa 7adth fe 6reja ly w wado el3skri"
I said not able to hold any more of the pain in my throat i burst in tear after saying those words, i couldn't i just..
I sniffed and sobbed my mother hugged me tightly i hugged back not wanting to let go.
But she let go "bgom albs 3bayty 5lch ga3da" she got up and started giving orders as she went upstairs,
"Goli 7g elsayg ebrz elsayara w yebha 3nd elbab" she pointed to one of the maid.
"Wnty etha ya baba golela r7na hospital w 76ela 3'da" pointing at nina.
Nina was more like a butler to this house.
And she disappeared upstairs.
I took my phone out.
And like the sense of needing a sister without further knowledge i texted shaikha,

'Change in plan i am going to meet d3ay yes, but in the hospital'

I didn't know if i was suppose to tell d3ay's mother but it was the right thing to do but i'd rather let my mother do it.
I wouldn't be able to speak at the moment.

Without any moment to lose.
I could hear my mothers heels rushing down stairs.
"Yala 6l3i!" She ordered me.
I left home, to the car parked right in front if the door.
I entered sat and tried to calm myself.
I calmed a bit but still worried and nerves.

I took my phone out to check the time and it was 5:46 pm by now.
I also saw shaikha's text on the screen.
'What are you saying? Is everything ok'
I thought to myself, ok?
Under all this i shall never be.

I texted her, making her sure i'll tell her everything tomorrow.
My mum called his mother about the accident, i could hear her scream from the phone, my mum calmed her down and his mother said she was coming now from uae, and before she could disagree his mother hung up.


We reached el6war2 and asked for him.
They told us he was moved to a room.
We took the ward number and hurried to it.
When we went to the new hospital,
Up to the ward.
It was a heart related ward.
We went to the reception table, asked the lady about him.
"3'rfa 26 eldctor byd5l b3d shwy tf9'lw w bn5br eldctor enkm w9ltw"
She gave us a formal smile.
And we hurried to his room.
I entered and found him laying on the hospital bed, it's a site i don't like seeing anyone in unless it's an expecting mother.

The room was cold and quiet only the heart beats from the machine attached with million wires all over him.
With every heart beat i heard i prayed he'd be alright.
My eyes were watery, it blurred my sight.
My mum stared at me as she called his mother telling her exactly of his place.

Soon the door was knocked.
We both knew it was the doctor.

He entered with two other men.

They seemed doctors too, but he seemed like the head doctor.

He wasn't tall nor short he was a bit chubby and was a bit dark, he wore glasses that had no thick frame on.

The other two were totally the opposite one was tall, huge and dark skinned the other was tall, thin and white.

The chubby doctor was obviously indian.

I proved that when he spoke. His indian english was not hard to make out.

"Hello im his doctor i am Dr.majid"

We both had our eyes widened and just 

stared at him and just nodded in greetence.

"Okay we have checked on him and when he first got here his heart beat wasn't stable but it is now alhamdulila"

I took a glimpse at him and back at the doctor. 

"However we are worried about the heart unstability and we have a feeling it is not from the accident" 

he paused looked down at the reports in his hand and then looked at him and back at us. 

"Does he smoke?" He said full of wonder in his face.

I raised an eyebrow and shoke my head which indicated 'no'.

A big loud no acctually. I know duaij and im pretty sure he doesn't.

The doctor just hmm'ed and chuckled.

What was that for...

"I fear he does and his heart is very weak from it very less oxygen comes in.. His lungs are not functioning right"

I looked at him in shock.

Wait wait wait.. What?!

Duaij?!

A smoker!

NO WAY!

I couldn't help but deny it.

"im sorry but check again cause last time i checked is that he's a non-smoker."

 i tried not to shout cause it wasn't worth it so i said it in my calmest voice but with a tone.

"Well im sorry miss but we did check twice to make sure and yes, he's a smoker and his heart and lungs are very weak but we will see what can be done."

He looked down at his reports and said

"We aren't called doctors for nothing."

He lefted his head looked at me and smiled.

"Well i have to go now and i will be back later hopefuly with better news" he gave us his back and left.

Seriously this doctor is getting on my nerves..

We stayed there for hours his mother and sister arrived shortly after the doctor left.

His sister is 4 years older than me which makes her 21 years old.

She's very petite(tiny figured in french).

Obviously short and wore abaya and a veil,deep brown eyes, but fairly white skin.

She looked horrified seeing her brother like this.

I won't blame her really if i had a brother and he was him i'd freak.

It was almost 10 it was starting to get really late. My mum and his were chatting to kill time and i was sitting in the balcony  day dreaming outside. I heard footsteps coming towards me. I saw a figure that was reflected at the window and i knew it was his sister her name is fatima.

"May i join you?" She said in her sweet voice.

I smiled and nodded, but i continued day dreaming. 

Acctually, i was thinking why this happened. I strongly believe in 'everything happens for a reason'

Did this happen because god wanted me to realise my love or did this happen because we are not meant to meet or even be for each other..

My head started aching me.

I winced out of pain. 

This what happens when i think of lots of things at one time.

I think im having migrane.

What's a migrane? 

'Huh.. It's a curse i held ever since grade 9 thats because i multi-task alot', i chuckled to myself and to the fact im talking to myself.

Negative thoughts made it's way through my mind.

'What if he doesn't make it'

'What if i'll never see him again'

'What if he has cancer or some other issues what am i going to do'

"Hessa?" She sounded worried.

I turned to her still deep in thoughts.

"Y-your crying?" 

What?

No?

I'm n... I touched my face and yes i was.

I quickly looked away avoiding her eyes.

I was crying without feeling it?

What? Is that normal?

Haha normal i said.. Nothing ever 'normal' happens to me. Nothing goes right. For some reason it feels as if the world is against me and i have no one besides me and only me. Well before it was i and duaij against the world but now.. I just.. 

I sighed out of the thought.

"Hessa listen my brother is strong enough he can make it through anything" 

I now felt the lump in my throat and tears blurred my sight.

She came closer and hugged me.

Greaaat...

I silently cried not letting the mothers notice.

"Don't worry have faith in god seriously out of everyone you? Losing it?" She sarcastically said with a smile.

I chuckled to that she never fails to find the perfect words.

Gosh i don't know what will i do without her.

I smiled back and wiped my tears.

Well it stopped flowing thats good.

I felt a bit better.

We sat and talked about our lifes.

She told me about her adventures in university and how dorms are.

We talked about everything to get me from thinking of him.

"Hessa mama yala bnmshi" said my mum.

I looked over at the time and it's already 11 whoaw...

I left the balcony and and there was him infront of me lying on bed.

My heart started beating again. 

No i didn't want to go.

A frown was up on my face.

"Lat7aten e7na m3a" said his mother.

Well yes i know but this isn't making me feel any better.

We said our goodbyes and just before we left.

Duaij winced.

I stopped moving and quickly turned around and we all just stared at him.

He let out another wincing voice.

We all rushed to his bed.

"Mama d3ay?" His mum kept on repeating.

I was standing on his left right in the middle of my mum and his sister.

He winced again.

"Maybe fe shy e3wra?" His sister said.

I looked at her as in 'really fatima' and said, "noooo?" In the most sarcastic kind of way ever.

One thing about me is that if sarcasm is there i just can't not place a comment.

He started moving a little, and i could swear i saw him look at me, his heart beats started increasing we could hear it from the machine. 

We all started freaking out my mother clicked the nurse button repeatedly.

Until finally the nurses arrived and saved the day.

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7

I entered my room did my daily doings but this time quicker.

I wore a pink baggy t-shirt and light grey track suit wore any flip flop in front of me and quickly headed downstairs.

I went towards where my mum was sitting.

Her eyes were fixed to the ground.

When i approached her, she eye contacted me and gave me a proud smile.

She took away the pillow next to her so i could sit right next to her.

"T3ali ymi" she ordered, it wasn't an order but it felt like one.

I sat next to her, and took a silent deep breath, inhaling the freshly made bo5or that spreaded around the house quickly and her 3oud essence.

i don't know why but i had butterflies in me, i know somehow she'll bring up d3ay.

There was a silent moment as we both looked into one another.

"Shlounch mama?"

She said with a sound of caring in her something i longed to hear from her as she was always either at work or at one of her friends house, so it sent me raising an eye brow without feeling it, but i was able to say, "el7mdela couldn't ask for a better life" and tried not to sound weird in any way.

She smiled at me again, now my butterflies grew i could feel it going up to my heart and it was painful enough that made me feel nauseous from it.

This stayed for long she kept staring at my eyes as i did to her i smiled as she smiled her light brown eyes sparkled.

She broke the silence with a sigh and said,

"7beebty enty a7een kbrty w 9rty mra w hal sna btt5rjain w b3dain btdrsen fljam3a w e7tmal tn56bain..." And she paused.

As she talked i was looking down shyly when she said 'e7tmal tn56bain' i lifted my head with a poker face and widened my eyes at her, thought spreaded in my head 'why did she mention this' the word echoed in my head my heart started pounding the butterflies came back.

"Yes e7tmal, ams lama r7ty bra m3a d3ay ana w oma tklmna flmw9'o3 w ana mt2kda entw tklmtw 3na, w ana emwaf8a w oboch emwaf8, bs bga mwaf8tch w..."

I cutted her with complete shock, as in yes i know but not the whole proposing thing

"yma sam7eni g63tch bs ybeli afakr w d3ay gali elyoum ena 3azmni 3gb el3'da mshwar w adri shbegol lakni madri aby adrs w asht3'l b3dain e9er 5air"

I am not sure yet whether i like him or not.

He has been my best friend for 12 years,

And by only thinking that he'll marry me one day, raise kids with me and that we'll grow old together is just weird.

I tried to lie to myself mentally.

I didnt want to feel something that not true.

One of our maids entered "madam"

We both turned to face her.

She's short,tiny ,dark skinned and her face was full of wrinkles, u can easily know how old she is from the amount of wrinkles covering her face i think she was around 60 something bs mashala feha 3afya.

"Lunch" she said smiling.

"Okay okay bnyy" my mum said.

I smiled back.

My mum always was formal with them to show them who's the boss of who.

I didnt like that, i feel that we're all humans and that no one deserves to be treated different just because they work for us.

"Fkri feha" she smiled as she patted my back.

We got up and entered the dining room my dad was at work he comes by 4 pm but rarely earlier depending on the situation at work.

The dining room is fancy wallpaper and lots of modern decoration, the food on the table looked tasty and smelled tasty, but after the talk with my mum, my mood kinda changed i still have butterflies they grow stronger every time i think of d3ay, is it love or am i afraid of the coming future.

I looked at the machboos plate in front of me, a typical bahraini dish, and the salad plate on the corner left next to me which was in between me and my mum.

I took a shove of the rice and placed the chicken breast piece on to my plate, added salad on the corner edge of my plate.

I took few bites but played with my food in between, i could feel my mum would took glimpses of me from the corner of her eyes, as she ate her food.

I didn't feel like eating thought of what might happen just kept appearing in my head, the butterflies wont stop, i felt nauseous and for the first time not willing to eat any of this, but i forced my self to.

I just couldn't handle any of this feelings, i took a sip of the water that was already poured onto my glass before we arrived "el7mdela" and i got up.

My mum took a quick look at me and proceeded with her meal.

I went upstair straight to my room.

I threw myself on my bed and laid on my back facing the ceiling.

I kept thinking and thinking and thinking.

Do i love him.

is he right for me.

am i even doing the right thing.

Is this even worth thinking.

I want to scream so loud and get all this out of my head.

Then i thought I'm just making a big deal out of it, cause really it isn't hard to know if u love someone or not, right?

Right?!

My phone vibrated.

I forgot to change it.

I looked at the time it was 3 already.

I got a message from shaikha telling me 'I'm making a group for us if thats okay.'

I smiled and replied 'yes it's fine'

Without any moment to lose the group was made.

Shaikha: hi :D

Sara: hello :$

3ziz: hala obooi

9gr: thats quick

Waited for m7md but nothing.

Shaikha: hessa ,m7md hello?

I smiled again and replied at her.

Me: halla halla

3ziz: la shaklha ra9'3a

I made a disgusted look, shyby thee.

Me: esm7li i dont do that..

3ziz: enzain emsama7a :|

Yeah u know who's boss.

I didn't reply at them

I kept quiet went back to staring at the ceiling like it's the most interesting thing at the moment.

My head started pounding i closed my eyes to try and stop the feeling, which immediately sent me to an afternoon snooze..

I opened my eyes, i was still in the same position as before but my head tilted a little to the left.

I squinted as the light disturbed my eyes.

I clicked the button on the iphone i saw i had 2 missed calls from duaij and it was 5 already..

I quickly forced my self to sit on my bed and unlocked my phone and just before i called, he called.. Wow was that a coincident..

I waited few seconds just not to show that i was around my phone, and also to show that I'm not all over him in anyway.

I picked it up.

"Alo?!" He sounded worried.

"Hmm halla" i replied in my sleepy voice.

"Oh rgdty 3bali 9ar shy" he said full of relief.

I chuckled "la la el7mdela eb97a w 3afya"

"El7mdela ayy wala?" He asked

"Haih t3al bgom ajhz" i confirmed.

"Okay okay yala yai m3a elsalama" he said full of excitement he thought i don't know but i hear it in his voice.

I chuckled again "allah ysalmk"

And we hung up.

I got up to wash my face and prayed.

I quickly got ready but decided to wear dafa instead as i didn't want to call attention of any kind, last thing i want is attention while I'm with him.

Oh god that felt weird.

This whole thing is weird,

the fact that my parents approve of this is weird.

The fact i'm approving is weird.

What is happening to the world!

I finished getting ready i pressed on the perfume handle and pressed three times

On my shoulder and the middle of my neck.

I tried to look good, i always love to look good, it's a habit in me.

By now it's probably 5:30

Yeah i take long..

Just as i was holding my door's handle to open it, d3ay called.

I picked it up before saying hi, he quickly responded,

"Alo elsalam 3lekm?"

It wasn't him nor was it a familiar voice.

It sounded old and deeper.

"N3m?" I asked curiously.

The that anonymous man said something that made an echo in my head.

"Hthy 56ebta?" He asked certain of what he's saying.

"Laish?" I suddenly got worried.

This is something d3ay never does,

Let someone have his phone unless it's urgent.

My heart sunk a moment thinking the possibilities of the urgent matter.

My heart started pounding.

I could hear a crowd in the background.

Right after i asked the man anonymous man said,

"97b eltelefon swa 7adth w et9lt fe oma bs matrd w jrbt m3a e5tabbs mardt fa kona mt9l fech mn n9 sa3a gelt bthela w 7ab et5bren ahla ena bewdona el3skri agrb mstashfa allah ysa3da 56ah elshr"

I knew something bad will happen i had a feeling in me all day.

"3f-3fwan swa 7adth?" I said not able to speak properly, i felt like something more like a lump in my throat, just thinking about him making an accident made me want to cry even more.

Bad thoughts invaded my mind..

All kind of them mostly that he might die i prayed in my heart that he was alright.

The man said that i wasn't suppose to worry and that he was fine, the question here is how fine..

We hung up and i was in total shock from this.

I left my room, as i walked to the stairs, the world around me was slowly darkening the world felt uneven my head was pounding as i heard my heart beats in my ears, i started breathing weirdly.

I placed my hand on the walls to support me, i didn't want to collapse, he needed me the most now if i fainted i might not be present when he wakes up i want to see his peaceful face before he opens his eyes i wanted to be the first he sees.

I admit it now.

Im in love with him.

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6

[Before you start reading i would like to inform you guys that chapter 7 and 8 are a bit messed up i don't know why 8 came before 7..]

i followed Abdulrahman to his car.
went and sat on the front seat.
there was silence the whole way
i just looked out the window.
and thought of duaij..
did i just..
ugh i don't know what to do..

"hey wain 6rty gomai nzli w9lna" he demanded.
wow it sounded like byftk mni..
"thank you for not telling on me" i said with a smile
"el3fw" he was looking straight didnt take one glimpse of me but i saw his smile.
and i closed the car door.

i entered the school gates and quickly hurried to the homeroom searching for shaikha
i saw a short girl with medium length hair she was stick thin and wore tights.
i approached her and asked "chftw shaikha?"

she looked at me in a 'shfeha thei look' i wanted to punch her but i held my anger.
if there is anything more i hate then girls like her that look down at people.

she raised an eyebrow and giggled ' mw enty shaikha?'
her voice was so tiny just like her body figure.
i remembered that im still in her style and identity.

i shrugged and said "la ana shbeht'ha mayat?"

she hh'ed and said "la ll7en"

i gave her a disgusted look ely shfech a7en.
"okay mshkoura" and before i leave i said under my voice "lay6ee7 7nchch bs"
not sure if she heard but i hope she does..

i proceeded my path to the homeroom few more hallways..
dammit i have never in my life been so nerves like this.

on my way i felt a vibration in my bag.
i rushed to the nearest bathroom to see who texted me.

'ana elyoum bamrch bnrou7 mshwar, is it ok?' - Duaij

i typed ' i'll see mum first'

the bell rang i again rushed out of the bathroom to the homeroom
and i bumped into someone.
i thought to myself gosh how many times this term
i let my head down so i wont see what i bumped
and so i could carry on to my class peacefully

"careful not to bump into anyone again"
i lifted my head and there m7md was.
i shyly smiled gosh this was embarresing..

"shfeech chee bsr3a bsr3a 3ady ela homeroom" he sarcastically said with a side smile,

"adri adri bs aby shaikha fe mw9'ou3 w emesa3a adwrha"
i tried to sound the 'im in a hurry so bsr3a 5l9 klamk'
Harsh.. i know but i wanted to go.

"laish shsalfa" he sounded worried
i kept quiet 'ena malk d5l'
"enzain emshy bdwrha m3ach" he smiled again

we walked to class again still few hallways to reach there
we were in an awkward silence the suddenly "ha msht el56a?" he asked.
i chuckled and said "He found out bs magal shy bs estanst he's an amazing guy yab5t shaikha feh wala"
' ee 6yb ohw"... again silence filled our way then he broke it.. again..

"what makes you so happy like this?"
i confusingly looked at him and raised an eyebrow " what makes you think so?"
"i understand body language i know how your feeling and your feeling excited and happy"
he looked straight as we spoke with nothing but a smile on his face.

is he a psychic or something?
at that moment i knew that this is really how i feel..
could i possibly have fallen in love for duaij in anyway
i mean 12 years of friendship in that school i knew him ever since kindergarden.
we played together, studied together, did everything friends do together..
but love.. this is just new to me..

"ha wayn sr7ty 9aj wala?"
i shyly smiled and nodded in agreement.
he chuckled and said "3shan et3rfen sa7r ana"
i smiled the whole way and we kept silent.

we finaallyy reached homeroom.
i looked inside a quick look to see if she was there.
and Yes! she was i hurried to the seat in front of her.
"you!" i hissed at her.
"Well hello to you too..." she awkwardly smiled.
"well tell me" i ordered.
she took a glimpse at m7md that was behind me.
"well my job here is done.." he looked to his friends and said "halla shabab!"
i turned to her and she started "well...." and she told me every single details.

"he...he did that?" i was shocked i didn't know what to say.
"yes and i know mali sh3'l but he loves u w i could see it in his eyes and he's amazing your an idiot if you rejected him 9ij maybe he's your best friend but that doesn't mean he can't be more that just a best friend'

she's right... i looked down at my shoes thinking of what i was just told..
my mind couldn't think right something in me says yes she's totally right something in me says that what if problems happen and i lose him because of that i don't want to lose him for any reason.

"i don't know.. i don't.. mdri.." i just said those words i don't know what to say...
"your serious hessa? matdren?" she said with a serious tone.
"ee mdri what you say is positive 100% right but still something in me is disagreeing"
"you to know.. elryal myt feech mdri shwaity fee bs myt fech i could see it in his eyes"

my face started heating up my whole body was heating i could feel that i turned like a living tomato.
"well today he'll be picking me up w bewdeni mshwar i'll think mn a7een lai that time" i mentioned.
"alright then it's your choice after all"
Today felt like the longest day ever
Went well and great.
And i have been thinking and i reached to a conclusion...
They day ended and my phone started vibrating long enough for me to know who is calling.
I picked it up.
"Alo?!" He said mstan.
"Hmm?" I calmly said maknt aby a7ss elgang about anything..
"Wainch?!" He was like mhtd
"Beeh shsalfa ana bil mdrsa twi b6l3" i said quietly.
I lifted my eyes and realized eyes were on me..
"Enzain ltnsain tklmen omch 3n elmshwar" he said i could feel a smirk on his face.
"Haih haih bgoulha 5la9 now i got to go"
I tried ending it quickly.
"Laish bsr3a bsr3a shd3wa?" He said sarcastically.
" i have friends u know I'm with them now"
I tried to wrap it up quickly.
"Haih 3yal bklmch b3dain" he said his byes and we hung up.

"Mn?" Sara said

"No one important" i replied trying to avoid questions.

"Seriously with that smile no one?" Sara said

"3ndch 7beeb w matben etgoulen lna ha" 3ziz interfered with a big devilish smirk.

"Laa mw 7beeby" i giggled.

"3yartch" said 3ziz and sara said together.

" la wala mw 7beeby" i sarcastically said.

"La la la 3yartch wayhch a7mr w tbtsmain mw 3lay" 3ziz proceeded
I looked around at them all looking so eggar to know 9gr and shaikha were laughing seriously thankyou...
And both 3ziz and sara were tempting me to say who was it.
And suddenly from all the pressure i said "56eby uff happy?"
Suddenly 3m elhdou2 wayhm ens7b
"Ee 56eeby egouli bnrou7 mshwar feha shy?"
Omg why why why !
M7mds eye were full of shock all of them were shaikha didnt expect this..

"Mn-mn9jch?" M7md said.
"Ee twna ams ya eklm ahli." I replied
"Awwwww y3ni kntw 7bayb?" Sara burst on me.
" laa kna best friends for 12 years he suprised me aswell" i smiled

All of them were happy for me, m7md looked quite odd but he seemed happy.

I said my good byes and left back to my home. My real home.

I reached home, smiling.
"T3ali enty mta r7ty elmdrsa chthe?"
My mum stopped me right before i headed upstairs.
"3'yart shkli flmdrsa ma7bait elstyle"
I quickly responded.
"Mmmm enzain ro7i bdli w t3ali 3ndy m3ach mw9'oo3" she said.

I smiled stood there for a moment went kissed her forehead and headed upstairs.

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5

I left my room.

Okaay... Sorry I meant Hessa's room... 

I headed downstairs..

And saw him

This tall fit tanned handsome creature so called d3aij

Standing infront of the entrance door

I smiled... Awkwardly...

I tried so hard not to show it

Nzlt w slmt 3ala his mum.

Now both mums are staring and smiling.

It felt weird and like my face would explode from the current situation.

"Tf9'lw 7yakm elbait baitkm" said hessa's mum.

D3aij couldnt stop looking at me and smiling, inside me wanted to leave cause I'm not used to it.

I started bushing I'm a shy person after all.

"Zad f9'lkm eshzenha 79ai9 5al9 jety elb7rain wnsetena" said his mother.

I chuckled the shy kind.

I saw d3aij and both mums eye contacting each other and smiling.

Then he turned to me and said "mara7 etwreni baitkm eljded?"

I turned to hessa's mum she nodded so I agreed to give him a quick tour... when I myself have no idea of the place.

We started from the entrance garden and walked until we reached an outside sitting place, it looked amazingly beautiful m3ana eldnya 9'lmt but the light acctually brought out the garden beautifully. 

"This is my favorite place"

Okay that somehow true but it is my new favorite place in this house.

The lighting here are amazing it was more like 5aft but u could see detailed faces and where ur walking exactly.

I turned around d3aij was closer to me, I freaked out and stepped a bit backwards.

He chuckled and said "3'm9'i 3younch"

He's freakin serious? 

"Laish?" I nervously said

"Geltlch 3'm9'i lt5afen" he said with serious caring tone.

"Okaaaay" I closed them and panicked but hessa told me he's a gentlemen so he won't do anything offensive.. I hope so..

"Ft7ehm", I opened my eyes finding a diamond ring kept in a dark colored small elegant box, and d3aij kneeling on one foot.

He's....it's.....it's....

"Ttzwjainy?" He finally forced the words out.

I was in shock... Omg this is so weird... I mean I'm not hessa...

What if she didnt want this...

Besides i didn't know arabians do that i'm more familiar with the traditional rather than this.

"Bs b3dny 93'eera" my quickest reply..

He got up excitedly, "y3ni emwaafgaa" he had a huge smile when I say huge smile I mean huugge his dimples are going deep inside.

"i'll let u know" I tried to avoid more questions.

"La aba al7en eljwab" he folded both his arms into cross.

I smiled and raised an eyebrow.

"Uff enzain tnt9'rainy?" He looked so cute and unbearable. 

"How long?" I questioned

"4years w i'll do the traditional proposal bs akml jam3a w a79l sh3'l w3d mni ajeech"

There was silence filling the place we could hear the tree insect sounds and the wind sound as it moved the tree leave surrounding us.

Nzlt rasi not knowing what to say..

I dont really know how hessa will react right now..

I tried to think like her, but he approached me lifted my head up with fingers holding my chin so we'd eye contact.

My heart started pounded I couldnt breath I was nervous.

His smile was warm and happy like he finally found his perfect match.

"Shu hw srch?" He kept on holding my face up.

I tried not eye contact him, "ay sr?" This is awkward..

"Jmalch...sb7an mn swaach.. 7ta elgmr 3'ar mn jmal mlam7ch"

He smiled and ironically the moon was exactly above us.

I pulled away needing my comfort zone and to catch some breath.. Suddenly it became hotter I know now I'm blushing.. 

I should say something.. Stop smiling... "Tktb ash3ar?" I said stuttering, I stutter (at2t2) when I'm nervous.

"7by lch 5lani abd3 shtaben b3d" he had the proud face ely kna m3'roor bs with a smile.

I kept gthlty wra ethni and said "5lna nd5l t25rna be76oun el3'da..." No dammitt gmt a5r6 "g9di el3sha" I quickly fixed.

"Am i making you nervous?" He said while chuckling.

"Nooo ur not" I said trying to sound sarcastic.

And we went back inside.

-hessa-

It has been exactly 5 hours what is taking so long.

Suddenly my phone was attacked by messages.

I quickly took it and started reading and oh the shock.

Shaikha: "I think ur unoffically engaged to d3aij"

Did I see it well did it say en-gaged?

My eyes widened and I lifted an eye brow 

I tried reading it right I was confused.

Me: "shuuu?"

Shaikha: "he proposed to me which is u in the backyard garden"

Me: "l79'a l79'a w9'7eli shu en56bt? D3aij is my brother like he wouldn't marry me or think of it"

Shaikha: "well he did and now ur more like his future wife, omch w oma mwaf8en"

Me: "u accepted?? without my permisson? Ur serious?"

Shaikha: "ok calm down no I didnt I told him i'll think about it so you'll have time from now till 4 years later"

Me: "I want to go home.. Now!"

Shaikha: "hessa I didnt agree walla"

Me: "I dont care I need to see him"

Shaikha: "he'll call"

Me: "that's the problem I wasn't there when he proposed I didnt get the feelings to know how to reply chan zain we didnt switch"

shaikha: "I'm sorry but things happen for a reason i don't klshy ktbt allah we have nothing over it"

I rubbed my forehead trying to think straight, d3aij loves me?

Mw ga3d ydsh bali... He always been my best friend, big brother, father but never thought of him as a husband.

I took a quick look at the time.. Wow 9pm...

I should sleep so I would get back to my real home quicker..

Just before I closed my eyes my phone rang.

I knew it was D3aij 

I'm having butterflies in my tummy.

I answered, but kept quiet.

"Alo?" He broke the silence.

"Hmm" trying to sound as sleepy as possible

"Nmty?" He replied.

"Haih twi" I said

"Ee mdrsa bchr" he sarcastically said bring out a chuckle

I chuckled as well.

"yzain hal 9'7ka w yazain ra3ee" he said

I kept quiet my face started heating up it was more like I'm shy..

From d3aij this cant be happening.

"Hessa?" He questioned.

"N3m" i shyly said trying to get into the act 

"A7bch"

The word kept ringing in my ears echoing. 

My heart started beating fast. 

The place became hotter. 

Butterflies everywhere in me.

I have this weird feeling I never felt it my whole life.

It's like suddenly the world stopped for a second.

"Wainch?" He broke the silence

I suddenly went mute I didn't know what to say I was tongue tied.

In all the moment i've been through I never went through this. 

This 'Love' thing

"79ai9?" Sounding all serious

"Hmm" shyly again i was mostly just hmm and quietness

"Fech shy?" He asked 

"La la am fine" I assured him 

"Just fine?" He said

"Haih el7mdela mablai she" I replied smiling

"Zain byech bchr w byeb el5atm ely rwetch eya elyoum bekoun mthl our unoffical engagement ring" he said

"You know I'm still thinking about it right?" I raised an eyebrow even though I know he's not looking force of habit.

"Uff laish chthe" I could feel his face becoming :c 

I chuckled and said "okay bye until tomorrow."

We hung up. This conversation gave me panic attack but i brushed it off and slept.

The next morning came I woke up 5:30

"Uff mdrsa"

I threw myself deep into my bed

Sorry shaikha's bed. 

I just wanted to cuddle the blanket and stay warm in it

10 minutes struggling and grumbling until I finally left bed.

I did the morning regulars

Wore school uniform

Made a messy bun

Picked up shaikha's rayban glasses hipster kind

Applied a soft 3oud m36r scent perfume

Went downstairs

The house smelled b5our and morning coffee

Everyone was breakfasting 

I love the whole family morning thing

It was 6:15 by the time I went down

Sat with the family ate cornflakes and drank coffee 

Didnt really talk.

Saw 7mani whw nzl mn foug

9b7 3lehna took sips from his mug  

And said "Gomi yala" 

I quickly got up and followed him to his car to finally getting my life back. I didn't like it but this is what i was born under.

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"Hessa?"

I looked at him and shock widened my eyes.  

"Sh-shd5l"

He Raised an eyebrow and approached me with a smile, now he's probably 8 inches away from me, 

"I remember that voice"

He chuckled. Ms7 part of the foundation that was barely hiding anything "And this shamma. Love u can't fool me"

I covered The shamma with my hands

"I'm soo sorry i just wanted to feel hows it like to have a big brother & a Happy family and she wanted to feel hows it like to be the only child please don't tell her parents" after i said that i realised what i said because i could see he was a bit hurt of the decision shaikha agreed on. Heck that she actually thought of.

He smiled anyways, "lat5afen dshi 3'rftch bayeblch mn cookies bs swelch 9rfa 7g hl Shamma"

I shyly smiled and went back straight away headed to the bathroom. 

My Face was flaming red, i smiled to my self. washed my face and re-applied foundation.

This was awkward I looked down to the sink thinking

'Why was he nice to me'

I looked up at my reflection. 

And thought Again 'how is it that I'm freakishly identical to her

Mst7el tkoon e5ty I Have my own mum and dad, and she has hers. 

Esm 3aylty mthl 3ylt oboi it is no way even after million years enha t6l3 e5ty.

Knock! knock!

i left the bathroom and opened the door

Abdulrahman mtsnd 3la 7afat elbab

In his hand a plate of cookies while he ate one.

I looked at him as he looked back at me and smiled his side smile.

He sighed and stood straight gave me the plate and left.

I watched him as he went downstairs.

This feeling I'm having is weird not love defiantly not but it feels weird it is as if at that moment he actually was my brother.

I sat on her bed looked around and wondered hows shaikha doing.

When my phone started ringing

I looked at the screen "Da3ooy<3"

In me I was like omg he's calling but the same time I freaked out to the fact that I'm not in my house or I might get shaikha in trouble.

I clicked the answer button.

We kept quiet for a while until he broke the silence. 

"Ha enty" his familiar deep voice kept ringing.

I wanted to cry.

I missed him he was older than me he graduated but still came to say good bye to me. We were together during primary but he's something like a genius so he skipped a grade.

"Alo wainch?" 

I couldnt help but smile

"akani mwjouda shu tba" trying to hold my laugh.

He sighed and kept quiet for a while then chuckled

"Shu hw ely y9'7k" i said.

"Hessa ana bl b7rain ejaza w7shteni klmt omy geltlha bzourkm elyoum w btji m3ai"

I went poker face.

"Shu? Elyoum?" I sounded worried why shouldn't I, shaikha is there not me. 

"Haih 7ab asoulf m3ach mthl awal w aby aklmch eb mw9'ou3"

"Shu goli hni" i stuttered but I managed to get my words out clear

"La lazm achoufch yalla bnyy 3al 6:30"

We said our farewells and hung up.

Oh. My. God.

-shaikha-

I laid in her bed after a nice meal 'alone'

Oh the joy!

Slowly i felt like I was drowning in her huge bed it was more like it fitted 4. 

In few minutes I peacefully slept

When suddenly someone knocked on my door.

I fake cried to the fact that I needed more nap

I didnt even lift my head it was still dug inside the pillow. 

"Mama 79a gomi 3ndy lch 5br 7lw" her mum sounded. I really don't know how i can explain what her sound was like.

I lifted my head squinting cause of the light.

"Shu hw?" i was confused and tried to pull the best emarati accent that i can.

"D3ay yai elm3'rb m3a oma" she had a wide smile on her face

This is the first time I see her mother.

She was pretty her hair was like hessa's hair and her eyes were like hers I'm guessing I know now where she got them from. Freaky enough because i look nothing like my mother.

"Shnw" I looked alarmed, I should act it out.

I told her i'll change yet I was nervous to the fact I have 0 idea about this guy.

She left, and I quickly took my phone and texted her about it 

Me: hessa explain somethings to me?

Hessa: i know he just called me

Me: u talk to guys on the phone 3ady?

Hessa: he's not any guy his mother et9er my mums best friend since chilhood so he's practically my childhood friend, brother u can call him anything u want u can talk to him knch etklmen 7mani.

Me: gaibsh b3d 7mani

Hessa: baih sktai he found out

Me: shnww omg w maswa shy?

Hessa: laa klsh kan 7da cute m3ai 

Me: wee shfe nzl 3laih mlaak?

Hessa: msken ur lucky tara

Me: elmhm ana ma3rf shaswi lain ya batwahag

Hessa: 3ndch skype?

Me: ee?

Hessa: okay then bgoulch shtalbsen w klshay w brweech shkla w klshay 3na 

Me: ee okay

She gave me her skype I gave her mine

I opened skype on my iphone so did she

She started telling me stories of her moments with this d3aij guy.

"He seems like an amazing guy your really lucky" I said

"Yeah I know" I paused then she suddenly said in an excited tone "omg its almost 6 and your not ready"

She gave me instructions on what I should wear exactly

Some simple tips like how to bring the eyes out, but I decided to let on very light to barely be obvious that I'm keeping make up its not my thing after all.

To be honest I had a fun time ... I look good too

I almost look like hessa beside the face part offcourse.

I started to have butterflies

I never talked to a stranger guy beside those maniacs i walk with everyday.

"Mama nzli d3aay w oma w9lw" her mother soft faint voice calling from downstairs.

I tilted my head towards the door then nervously stared at Hessa through the web cam.. 

She smiled nervously "tell me all that happens"

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I bumped into a guy.
"Shaikha twch 8rrti t6l3en wana 9arly sna na6rch"
I looked at him in confusion.
"Ana mw shaikha"
He held my hand and pulled me I started to freak out.
"Y7lailch wala shloun m3rf e5ty" his face was practically like this "-.-"
I was really freakin out "etrk edi ana mani shaikha ana esmi hessa"
He stopped looked at me
He was wearing thyab qwa he seemed in a hurry, he was tanned probably from the long hours outside he was wearing rayban glasses I wasn't really sure how his eyes were like, his nose thin pointy but small his face was ovaly round and his hair is neatly cutted I could see that under his qwa cap.
"Tara klsh mw wgt mz7 brou7i mt3ni w yaylch"
I took my hands off and stepped back pointed where I came from and said "shaikha ehnak ana bs shbehat'ha w b3dain ana 3ndy shama t7t 3aini ehya ma3ndha"

He took off his glasses his eye shape was almond like and slightly small but they were nice to see.
"Ee 9ij wee bsmeelaa emsam7a eshgelteli esmch?"
I smiled the awkwrd smile "umm hessa"

He was a bit in shock when he heard my name.
"H-hessa?"
I froze in place and felt awkward "ee..."
he kept silence looked at me and said "nice to meet you then"
I smiled more like fake awkward smile, he smiled, which was weird and went inside.

I quickly searched for the driver and saw him approach where I was standing, entered the car and left.
Wow that was awkward.
I went home with a blank face, I went upstairs to my room.
I locked the door and threw myself on my bed and stared at the ceiling, thinking...
How is it that we look exactly the same?
I mean yes fee 40 bs not like that I mean our genes couldn't be that exactly the same.
And how is it that when that guy knew my name is hessa and was shocked to know that..
Well maybe because we looked the same he was shocked..
Or maybe there is something else.
I would really like to know..
Gosh hessa stop thinking like this..
I stopped and got up to change to my comfy house wear.
I'm going to get to the bottom of this one day.

-Shaikha's pov-

I was walking with the gang when suddenly I saw my brother open main entrance and the look he had was unexplainable.
It was like he was thinking of something and was really mthl maygoulon shard th'hneeyan.

He lifted his head looked at me and smiled.
I stood the 3skrey standing "ahlan saydi"
He chuckled at my current look.
Greeted the gang and we left.

The car ride was pretty awkward.
"7mni shfeek?" I said peeped at his face as he drived his new black audi.
"Ha mafeni shay" he nervously said.
I shot him an eyebrow "embala feek shay"
He smiled to the fact that I know him without him telling me.
"Chft wa7da etshabhch w s7bt'ha 3bali enty knt b5th'ha elbait"
"Weeeeeeee ma9adgk" I laughed so hard at that.
"Chub enzain" he sounded serious but the sarcasm was there.
I could feel it.
"Lhdraja mt3rf e5tk??" I was still laughing at that.
"Lw magaltly mn ehya w 3n shamat'ha chan maba3rf w ba5leech fl mdrsa wamshi"
We just giggled about it.

We reached home it was amazingly big
We used to live in a house 1 floor and 3 rooms, a kitchen and a bathroom well it wasn't big, but my father had a job offer by one of the vip's so el7mdela.

I left car and entered home.
When u enter our house it's straight open to the living room on the left and on the right the dining room and a door to the kitchen and in the middle wide stairs.
My father came home early he and mum was sitting in the living room.
I went and kissed both their foreheads.
"Ha shloun awal youm?" my mum asked me
I sat next to her, "fe w7da etshabhni copy paste esmha hessa"
My dads expression wasn't explainable just how abdulrahman's face was.
"Ha, 3'reeba 3zmeha 5al enchoufha"
My mum and brother looked at him weirdly.
"Ana barou7 abdl" my brother looked at me in an unexplained emotion.
"Oky laish la2" I replied.
I then got up and went to change.

This probably was the most weirdest day ever starting from school and now here.

It's just so fishy. 

-back to hessa's pov-

I didn't tell mom about shaikha.
That's because I slept the whole day from staying up all night yesterday.
I got up early for school because i slept at like 3 pm I didn't even have lunch typical of me...
Got dressed and all the usual things I do in the morning.
For once I wish I had siblings.
An idea clicked in my head.
But no it's stupid I don't think she'll want to do it.
I went down stairs found mum sitting on the dining table.
Reading her daily news paper.
The smell of fresh coffee filling the air.
I sat down for breakfast.
"Ha mama machfna wayhch ams shloun kan awal youm ams"
My mum said while still reading her paper.
"Kan 3jeeb bsr3a swait rb3 w mw ay nas, mn elpopulars fl mdrsa, w la 9rt close m3a wa7da etshabhi lw et9erly chan bgoul tw2am" I said with a hyper spirit cause I filled up my energy.
"Shnw " she folded her newspaper and focused on me.
"shsmha?" She said taking a sip from her coffee.
"Hessa alflani" I said with a smile.
"9ij? wln3m wala" She said taking her newspaper again.
She didn't seem surprised or anything
Actually seemed more like I don't care and stop talking about it.
So I finished up my breakfast and left
I got to school met the gang.
Shaikha wasn't there by the end of first period she came.
With a really angry face and nfseya.

"Shfeech shaikha" sara asked her, becuse her quietness and t2f2f for a whole hour was unbearable
"O5oi ja3al mafe o5oo lain ard elbait" she said slightly screaming.
I looked at her with one eyebrow.
"Ee ameen wala mfe 3'irch elm79'ou9'a m3ndha a5wn m7d yt7km feech shtsween w wain etrou7en ufff lou3aa 76i thee shele thee laish w mn etklmen w kla 3war ras" again slightly screaming.
"Shaikho tara klsh mw wanasa ma3ndy 7d aklm 3'air omi w la ehy etrou7 mashawer mchofha ela mta w malal rb3i w elye9erounly klhm fe dbai wly fel b7rain m3rfhm 3dl w mdaneehm" i said calmly.
"La wlaa el9ara7 omneety akoun elbnt elw7eeda" after that sentence she turned to me, her face went from angry to an idea smile.
I understood and had the same face.
The guys came 3ziz was still laughing from a salfa they were talking about.
"Wee shfe che 9rtw" he said.
Shaikha looked at him and said "yatni fkra jh'nmeya"
"Enty w afkarch eljhnmeya" 3ziz sarcastically said..
"Enzain shnw ehya bs ga3den et6l3oun b39' chethe" 9gr added.
"Okay ana mtnrfza mn o5oi w atmna ena ma3ndy o5w"
"Bal" 3ziz said with his hands under his chin sitting infront of shaikha.
"Lat ga63" shaikha continued "enzain w hessa ttmna a5wan w ana fakar"
M7md finally spoke "ma9dg enkm na6ren etkml ana fahmt"
"Anywaayyysss" She looked at him fake smiled and proceeded.
"Ana w hessa we'll switch places"
"Shloun enzain ehya 3ndha shama t7t 3ainha?" 9gr asked.
"Foundation concelar k7l fe e5tra3at" i confirmed.
"5bra fe hal ashya ha 79o" 3ziz again sarcastically said which made me slightly uncomfortable with that thought because i really aren't.
So last period we had PE thankfully i had make-up in my bag i don't remember putting them tho. 
So i just added k7l under her eyes wow freaky..
I added foundation to hide mine and now i look like her face only i wore her shoes she wore mine i gave her my accessories.
Mala da3i uniform it is the same.
I started teaching her the way i act at home the people she needs to know from parents to the last maid.
I added her to my whatspp and twitter to know her every move.
She did the same i told her that kumar is the house driver he'll be picking her up he'll come infront of the entrance.
I taught her few emerati words like bseer bystwi arms the waay we speak and everything.
Now it is separation time.
"This is it then." Shaikha said looking at me with huge smile.
"When will ur brother arrive" i asked.
"Soon bs make sure u act angry and pissed w ena mtaben etklmena" she said nervously
"Ee lat7ten" I replied nervously.
The driver arrived he called me I told him I'm coming, she breathed in and out to relief herself.
"Here goes." And she left.
I just stood there inside the school building entrance chairs.
Waiting for my brother to come, omg feels awesome.
I was sooo excited to live with a brother of my own.
"Ha enty t25r 3laich mra thanya 3yal ha" m7md came he was alone.
"Ee daym chthe hatha" i said with a chuckle.
"Losen that emarati accent aw btnf9'7ain l2na shaikha sort of not good in it" he said in a worry tone mixed with a giggle.
"Akw w9al" he looked at the entrance.
My heart skipped a beat then started pumping faster.
Not sure scared nervous excited mix of all..
He didn't say hi to me, greeted m7md pulled me and left.
omg omg omg omg omg this is so exciting.
I have a brother finally.
But I remembered to act angry, so I took my hands away.
I went to his black range sat in front.
Sat folding my hands and looked away looked at the window.
"Shfech ll7en mtnrza mn ely 9ar?" He didn't look at me kept driving.
I didn't reply m3rf shslf so rather just not reply.
"Tara maknt ga9d et3rfen mzaji el9b7 shloun e9er"
I didn't reply ms2lt shikha shla she's angry on him.
Fsheela...
"Mabtklmeni y3ni?" He looked at me and back at the road.
"Hh" was my only reply... I should act this out.
I took my phone out and started tweeting and texting I decided to text shaikha and ask her what the heck??

Me: shaikha twahagt shla mt'hwsha m3a o5och...

Now we wait...

Suddenly he breaks I lift my head to see where was I
He parked in front of yogberry.
I'm like shit he's trying to make it up to shaikha...

Me: shit shaikha I'm at yogberry your brother is making up to whatever he did.

He came and opened my door.
"Nzli" he said forcefully.
Should I act or not to act...
I looked at him and gosh his face was so innocently forceful.
I couldn't not listen to him.
So i left the car and went with him to yogberry.
Was awkward at the beginning.
"Lat5tarain i know ur favorite."
He chose strawberry cheesecake
I'm like wow that is my favourite too.
Well then shaikha doesn't only look like me but also has the same taste.
And we left.
"Ha ll7en em39ba 3ala ely9ar?" He broke the silence.
I was still eating my frozen yogurt.
My favorite song was on.
It was ya3'la m7beeni malat yara i adore it.
I was continuously looking. At the volume place and back at him.
He looked at me chuckled and turned the volume up.
We didn't talk.
I took my phone shaikha told me elsalfa.

Shaikha: ana g3dt mt25r elyoum w t25rt 3al ba9 w omi ma g3dtni w mn el9b7 gam e9ar5 3lai whwa lain yt25r m7d egoul shy w klsh m3nda salfa y9ar5 3lai w tm ethlni fl sayara ena kan m'39oub ewdeni elmdrsa w m7b chthe w bs.
Me: he's cute tm e7wl era9'eech wdani yogberry ur lucky to have such brother.
Shaikha: were u doing what I told u
Me: ee I acted angry and pissed it payed off.
Shaikha: I dare u to wake up late bchr :)
Me: should I?
Shaikha: yes 3shaan et7sen eb m3na elo5wa :)

I usually wake up early or never sleep when I'm too excited.
I'll occupy myself to sleep at 12 or Later.

So we got to shaikha's house left the car and entered her resident.

I took my first steps in here.
It looked simply amazing from the inside as it is from the outside not much of a huge house but u can still call it a mansion.
I looked to my right there was her parents sitting.
Her father seemed a little strict and firm in his looks he is fit and seemed tall.
Her mother is pretty with long wavy black locks she is also white which is a nice combination she's a bit chubby but that's how I mostly see mothers.

Back at my home I hardly see my parents they are always busy.
So it is weird to see a happy family.
I still have no idea why I don't have any siblings.
I went towards her parents kissed their forehead and sat in the middle of them just stared at them.
Suddenly her mother said "ha shyou5 sh5bar ely etshabhch?"
I got nervous I'm used to speaking emerati.
Okay hessa calm down.
I smiled and replied "eb5air el7mdela etynn"
That felt self centred ....
Her father looked at me in confusion.
I suddenly got up "babdl w bnzl"

I smiled and headed upstairs and just stood there in the hallways.
Where is her room?
I tried my luck and entered the first room on my right.
It was beig wasn't sure if it was it.

I took a step in and her brother entered "shtswen ehne?"
I turned around and nervously said "adwr charge"
That was my fastest reply in such moments. So now i prayed that this doesn't get awkward.
He chuckled and said "wnty kla tnsain mkana"
I fake smiled.
He told me that I always keep it in my second drawer on the left. I was confused that he might be on to me or something because i'm suppose to know if it was in my second drawer on the left.
I smiled the ok and left.

I stepped to the room infront of his room and stepped in.
This seemed like her room I found the charger in the drawer.
So yes it is. I officially feel dump. 
I opened her closet to see what I could wear I found a cute white hello kitty shirt and grey baggy trouser so I took it I entered her bathroom nicely designed I took a quick shower.
Applied foundation & concealor to hide the birth mark and sighed because i never thought this one single small black dot will cause so much trouble to me. I then fluffed my hair and headed downstairs for lunch.

All kind of goods were on the table.
I sat next to my mother who sat infron of abdulrahman. 
I took a plate and held the spoon with my left hand and started filling my plate and started eating
Shaikha's Father kept his eyes on my hands in shock.
"Shaikha mn mta tst3mlain ydch elysar 5bri enty blymen" her mother said

I smiled and held it with my right struggled acctually,
"El7mdela" got up and went upstairs.
I took my phone and started texting people.

Suddenly a knock came from the door..
"Tf9'l"
Her father entered
"Shfech mt3'yra 9ayr shay"
I nervously smiled "la el7mdela"
I lifted an eyebrow "9outch, 7rakatch embalaa feshy. 3al 3moum ana bakoun fe 3'rty etha b3'aity shay"
He kissed my forehead and left
My gosh her father, she's lucky. I narely see my father anymore and if i do he's either in a hurry or on his phone or when we have lunch. Hardly when at lunch.
I stayed in her room the whole day.
Until I decided to have a snack.
I could smell fresh cookies
Before I headed downstairs
Her brother approached me
"Shaikha?"
I turned around he looked at me in shock
"Hessa?"

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I looked at her in shock she just froze in her place looking at me.
It was awkward at first and really freaky.
Sb7an allah 9ij when they said 5lg allah mna 40 shbeeh.

The only available seats was my row and the row next to me.

A girl approached me, she seemed shorter then me alot, she's 7n6aweya and had large almond shaped eyes and long brown with mroon wavy hair, and was curvy.

She leaned over to my face and examined it.
"Wow" she went. "She's like a printed picture of u, i can't make the difference u guys look like twins."

The girl was still in shock, then the 3 guys approached me too and started examining my face, now it really felt awkward and weird, i could feel my face heating up and i was starting to blush.

One of them was extremely handsome tall muscled figure his figure was more like d3ay, he had facial on his face but they were neatly shaved and his hair is cutted neatly too, his eyes were dark medium sized brown but n3sa, his skin is slightly tanned and his face shape is slightly round but not oval.

The guy next to him was the same but 7n6awey with the same eye shape but his features are different. His face is a bit ovaly round. He is as tall as the first guy his hair is long Kashkash and brown (which mean curly but na3m in Kashkash way )not an afro, nazl and he has facial too.

the third guy was muscular, had tanned skin and slightly light brown eyes they looked like my eyes color but lighter a little, they seemed like dark hazel but there is a difference.
He is tall too all the guys with them were tall and had tough features and a facial they all looked like on their early 20's.

All three just looked at me and just started examining me like the girl did their faces with coming close to mine.

The two guys went back and said "wow" at the same time.
The third guy shouted "yaboooooui n95a mn shaikhaa mstaa7eeeeel" and sat last in the row next to me.

The girl that looked like me is known as shaikha then.
"Shaikha" looked at him in a la e7lf 3ad way.
The second guy shockingly said, "laaykoun 3ndch taw2am w 5shat'ha 3na" and sat
And sat in from of him.

The first guy didn't comment but sat infront of me and shaikha sat infront of him the girl with them sat next to shaikha infront of the second guy.

The two guys and that girl just kept staring at me not sure what their expression was it was unreadable freaky though.

The guy next to me just suddenly out of no where said,
"3ndch 7beeb"
Shaikha turned around seemed angry "e7lf 3zouz bs seeda chee twk etchoufha"
Soo he's 3ziz then.

Where the heck is the miss why is she taking forever.

3ziz turned to the guy in front of him, and lowered his voice and started talking to him and looking at me i looked down to avoid any eye contacts.

3ziz again started talking, "enzain mn wain enty"

The guy infront of him said: "akeed mn elba7rain y3ni wain"

I don't know why but i replied... "La ana emrateya"

Awkwrd silence was there and 3ziz again went "yabouuui 6l3 el9ouut"

I felt weird being surrounded by guys like this I'm usually only surrounded by d3ay...

The guy infront of him said: "enzaain shsmch"

Again that silence waiting for an answer from me
Finally i nervously said "ummm hessa"

And the miss entered
Sudden relieef...

She started calling out the names to see who's present and who's not.
"Asma?"
A faint baby voice "Here."
3ziz said quietly but was heard "aya 3alech enty"
Now i know he's those kinds of jerks.
But it made me laugh, the whole class did actually.

The miss shot an eye brow.
She just smiled gave him a dimpled smile, he has a very deep one.
He's very handsome but a jerk unfortunately.

The guy infront of me was so quiet, but talked to shaikha
The girl would look at me and talk to shaikha

"Az, never mind"

Said many names and mine aswell.
When she called my name she seemed shocked her self.

Then said "m7md"
The guy infront of me finally spoke "here"

And said many name then said "sager"
The guy infront of aziz spoke "here"
"Sara" the girl infront of sager replied "here"
Now i know all their names.

Homeroom was over it is time to head to first period.
I got up and left i looked at my schedule in search of the next class hmm room 36 where is that....
I heard a soft voice behind me
"U seem lost"

I turned around it was shaikha.
I just froze now that she's that close i felt like a mirror
An awkward eye contact between us happened.
She broke the silence..
"Who are u?"

 i made a confused expression, "i should be asking u the question"

Shaikha raised an eyebrow," I'm shaikha bint a7md alFlani 16 years old born on the 28th of october from bahrain what about u"

Wait waait 28th of october....
I was shocked here, "28th of october???"

She replied "ee 28/10"

I shockingly said: "me too I'm hessa bint khalid alflani 16 years old born on the 28th of october from Dubai....."

Shaikha sarcastically said "wow i almost thought that my dad had issues at some point in his life before he brought me"

I giggled, she also added "u know what we should be friends"
I happily replied " indeed we should "

We then went to our classes.
I blended in with them fast, normal for me I'm a fast blender.
I found out that shaikha has many differences when it comes to comparing me to her.
She doesn't like brands, she does but doesn't like wearing it to prove that their rich or anything.
She's to shy yet too adventures she's a go for it person.
Sometimes u see her too quiet but suddenly she becomes talkative and socializes.
She is so sweet but gets pissed off too easily.
But forgives easily as well.
Unlike me I'm too stubborn and need a proper excuse to forgive someone and also depends on my mood..
She is very friendly no wonder she has a group like this one.

It was break time we were in the cafeteria sitting they were talking and laughing..
I Day dreamed because i don't know them really well.
So i was sitting there day dreaming thinking about my friend back at home and what they might be doing.
Suddenly a deep voice talked to me "hessa shw balak "
I Chuckled the fact he's trying to speak emeratian
it was m7md sitting next to me.
I froze because he wasn't that close..
"Shfeech?" He said with a chuckle in his voice.
"Mafeni shay bs sr7t" i said smiling
"Shloun et3rfen ttklmaain b7raini mw enty emerateya?"
"Omi b7raineya fa a3rf atklm" i said trying to not make an eye contact.
The others were talking about their summer laughing and not paying attention to us.
A girl walked in with her friend covered in brands.
Walking the catwalk as if she owns the place or something.
She looked like that girl that called her self my cousin.
What her name again?
A girl suddenly called out "MONAA"
Oh right.. that...
All the people in our group ,looked at her in disgust.
Well i don't blame them.
She looked at me and smiled she walked towards me.
She approached looked at shaikha and me.
And laughed "kankm mdalyat"
3ziz 9'7k and sarcastically "9gr da3'3'ni arjouuuk"
We all laughed as he's the joker of probably the whole school.
She just "hh-ed" and left.
Sara said with still having the same disgusted expression.
"Uff wai3 etnrfz 3balha ehya elw7eeda ely tshtri markat"
I subconsciously said "tara tgrbli" i shouldn't of cause tfshl w ma3trf feeha even when i don't know her.
Sara seemed pissed "enzain so wai3 enty shnw whya shnw"
Shaikha added " a5e et9er 7g shbeehty"
And they started gossiping about her.
I didn't join unfortunatly i don't know about her much.
I like hal swalf..
They talked lot about her.
I found out that 3ziz is a player he used to talk to her but he left her l2na as he says " lazga w emfashrcheya "

I don't encourage those kind of guys, but it is his choice..
And he says he was with her couple of days it wasn't even official and she just started bragging because 3ziz is the popular kind and one of the handsome guys so it's more like the girl that dates him is lucky girl.
Yet still i don't like him... But he has that caring side of him and gentle men like so he's a mix of everything.

Well on the other side I feel m7md is the kind that has the haiba in him he's is like 3ziz the popular and handsome part but he's thgeel and hadi gentlemen like not any girl gets on him.

9gr is the same but he's a joker and playful like he's jree2, but haiba all of them are actually i find my self lucky just sitting with them. Most of the girls envy shaikha and sara i could see it in their eyes as they see them.

The end of the first day came,
I went alone quickly so i could go home fast.
I opened the door looked back to check if anyone was there
I bumped into a guy... 

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