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I woke up the next day with a major memory loss, you know that moment when you try to remember something that has happened but remember nothing but the bad things. Yeah.

I somehow know that yesterday started off great, but then..

I sighed, I thought to myself, 

'why am i awake again?'

I looked at the time and it was 11.

I shrugged because i had the worst headache and seeing light wasn't making me feel any better.

I got up and headed off to do my morning duties, took longer in my bath this morning i did nothing but sit there in the warm water and remember how much i made a fool out of myself in front of my cousins. 

I decided staying here will do me no good but give me wrinkled finger tips. I blow dried my hair and it got all poofy and wavy like hermione's hair from harry potter and i liked it. 

I wore an over sized grey t-shirt and black leggings. I made my hair up in a high pony tail and went downstairs. 

My mum was sitting downstairs, and i went and kissed her forehead, i sat next to her and laid my head on her lap. She stroked my head and asked "shtben etswen elyoum?" 

I got up and looked at her.

I was confused, i looked at her for a moment then i told her "take me to d3ay" 

She sighed "a5 mnch enzain gomi bdli" i think i haven't smiled like this ever in my life. I showered her with my squeals and headed quickly to change. 

I wore as quick as i can and just topped it with abaya which has been my style ever since i arrived here in Bahrain. 

When i came down, my mother was still sitting down where i last saw her. "Mama?" I gestured to me like hello why aren't you done. 

"Mashalla amda?" She chuckled and got up. 

After 30 minutes or more she got down. "Yma tara e7na ray7en mstashfa" i said. 

She gave me the look and i had a 'what?' Face. 

We both left straight towards the hospital. We kind of walk jogged to his room, it was really funny. 

I'm glad that me and my mother have settled our issues together.

We reached to his room and my heart was pounding, i didn't know what to expect behind that door.

[D3ay's POV]

I was resting my eyes, i wasn't sleeping. I heard a knock, but i didn't open my eyes.

I heard hessa's voice. My heart started racing, but i kept my eyes closed i didn't want to see her face, i know she heard about my sickness.

"Naym?" I heard her whisper.

"Ee 9arla fatra" i heard my mother whisper back. 

"Shnw bl9'b6 feh?" I heard hessa's mother ask.

My mother sighed and whispered "sara6an elr2a twa awl phase" her voice cracked i know she's probably crying again. 

I started coughing uncontrollably,

I heard them all rushing towards me, i felt a hand resting on mine.

Without looking at who it was i pulled my hand away. 

"D3ay mama sht7s?" Asked my mother. My coughing stopped. 

"Ana b5a-" i said but then my coughing started again. 

"Nadw elmmr9'a" yelled hessa

I looked at her and i don't know why i had an angry face. I didn't want her to see me like this. I looked weak and vulnerable. 

The nurse came and said it's normal for lung cancer patient to cough like this, it will stop after a moment.

And it did moments later i stopped coughing and i laid back on my bed.

I look at hessa that was sitting on a chair on my right.

She was tearing that hurts me more than what i have. I smiled at her and she smiled back. My mother and hers were talking and didn't pay attention to us. 

She came closer next to me and whispered "hi" i whispered back "ahlan bl zain" she shyly chuckled. 

But then her face just dropped again. I'm sure her depression is back. I moved my hand towards her indicating i wanted her to hold my hand, she did, and i just kept rubbing my thumbs onto hers and staring at her eyes. 

Then she whispered, "mwaf8a" 

I looked at her confused. 

"Yma mwaf8a" she said again. 

I wasn't sure what she meant. 

Her mother said "mt2kda?" 

I looked at hessa and she nodded. 

"L79'a l79'a shsalfa" i finally spoke.

"In marrying you" hessa replied.

[Hessa's POV]

I thought this through, everyday and every moment that passes when i'm with him, since day one made me know that i have been always in love with him, it just took me 12 years to realise it.

Seeing him like this made me realise that i wanted to always be beside him. I know he can make it through this, and i will help him through it. 

My mother and his started chanting mabrook and i looked at him he was fully shocked and i made my hand into a pinky promise, and whispered "together?" he smiled a dimpled smile chuckled and whispered back doing the same "forever". 

This has been what we do whenever any of us is either sad or whenever we are being parted.

I now know that this isn't some teenage love, i actually am truly madly in love with him. I always have, and forever will. 

@TheBlxg_

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