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All this information i got yesterday should wait a while i should focus on my midterms, but then again i have been studying non-stop. 

I laid on my bed with my history book on my face. I kept remembering what m7md has told me and how this may or may not be a life changer. 

I shrugged and got up, I went downstairs for a quick snack.

I opened the fridge and found an ice-cream box, i did my excited quiet dance and took it up with me. 

On my way my father left his room. 

He wore wearing a grey suit and red tie. I was taking few spoons of the chocolate ice-cream so i had the spoon in my mouth and i formed a huge smile and went to hug him. 

"Ahlan blshaikha" he said as he hugged back. "Wain btrou7 hl7za?" I asked still eating the ice-cream. 

"Sh3'l baba" he said as he headed downstairs holding his business bag. 

I sighed and entered my room, same old thing. 

I sat on my bed and kept my history book open and just ate ice-cream.

It has always helped me clear my mind. Yep ice-cream is my meditation.

My mother knocked on my door and entered she had a shower towel on her head, "ha tad--" she stopped and mentally face palmed herself. 

"Btmtnen mn kthr elakl bsch ice-cream" she said leaving my room, i got up and rushed behind her.

"Yma aby aklmch fe mw9'oo3" i said stopping her from leaving and forcing her to sit on my bed.

"shu balach enty" she tried resisting but i was firm in my order. 

"Abdulrahman" i said, just that and i can see her facial expression changing. M7md has instructed me to do that and tell him how was her reaction, he would know and realise that this is enough to reason with his deduction. 

"Never mind" i said with a smile and she looked at me in confusion and took my ice-cream away and left. 

I shrugged and took my phone to call m7md and tell him about what has happened. 

"Y3ni Mabt5len elwa7d ydrs?" He greeted, "Hello to you too i suppose" i replied. "Sh9ar?" He asked.

"She looked shocked and nervous do you think it links?" I asked.

He hummed in thought and then said, "mmkn ykoun rd f3lha mn ay shy thani" he makes sense but what else can possibly be the reason. 

"Wait what if it is" i said and spaced out, if my current father wasn't my father i shouldn't be showing my hair, by hiding this big thing from me my mother is creating a huge sin for me. 

"What if?" He asked, "m7md ana mt7jba, y3ni lw ely al7en asme oboi mw oboi m7rm 3laih ychofni mkshofa, heck i wear tank tops in front of him"

"Confront your mother, this is serious" he said and i could hear his serious tone rise. He's right, this is serious and we hung up.

I was nervous about this, i didn't know how i'll be starting the conversation. I took a deep breath and headed over to my mothers room.

I knocked twice and entered, 

"Mama?" I said, she hummed yeah, as she blow dried her hair. 

I just stood there not knowing how to start, i was mentally starting the conversation but my physical self failed to say anything.

"Ha mama shfech?" She said setting aside the blow dryer. I took a deep breath and finally said, "mama oboi el7ali mw oboi el9ijy 97?"  

"Mynona?" She said with a chuckle.

"Mama ana mw yahl" i replied. 

Her face showed no emotion other than fear and shock. She sighed and tried to say a word but couldn't.

"It's true isn't it?" I said, and she nodded. I was surprised at her reply, the nod is enough to prove m7md's deduction.

"Laish 5shaity 3ni, mama tdren eni mt7jba w tdren may9er ryal 3'reeb echofni mkshofa" i started raising my voice, "are you even my mum?" I said, she got up slapped me. 

I froze, what is it with people and slapping me. I didn't burst in tears like i would but a tear fell out. 

I have never been hit by my mother, ever, this is shocking maybe i deserved it, but again why did i?

"Ee mw oboch ert7ty? bs ana omch w e7trmy nfsch m3ai" she said now yelling at me.

"W abdulrahman?" I said almost whispering in shock, "o5och w shaikha e5tch mn omoch w oboch" 

What.

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