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I left my mothers room and rushed to mine and just shut my door and locked it.

What the hell just happened. 

One day i'm the only child, the other i have a twin sister and a big brother of no one other than abdulrahman and shaikha. I checked the time it was only 6 and i'm thankful that i have already studied. I sat on my bed and anxiety attack kicked in. 

I started breathing heavily because of the anxiety attack, and my heart feels like it's going to burst. 

"Hessa b6li elbab" my mother repeatedly said as she knocked on my door, i just sat there on my bed hugging my knees trying to let what just happen sink into me and quietly sob.

I'm not sure why was i crying, is it because i have been lied to? Or is it because my emotions are in a mess?

I shrugged, and decided i wanted to go to shaikha's, i didn't feel like home. I got up and unlocked my door, my mother looked at my tearful face and pulled me for a hug, i didn't resist nor did i hug back.

"I had a reason to do that mw mne wl6reej" she said after releasing me from her hug. 

I didn't want to reason with her nor talk, my mentality wasn't allowing me to open up a conversation, i just wanted to see my real father and my siblings that i have been forbidden  to see, let alone been told that died in an accident. 

"Mama y9er abat 3nd shaikha?" I said, and just stared at her wanting no further than a yes or no reply. 

She sighed, "3gb elemt7anat"

I stayed silent for a while, "ana darsa w aby abat 3ndha elyoum mmkn" i coldly asked. I know my reaction towards this is a little over-rated but i was furious from her and i believe she noticed it as well.

"Okay ely yry7ch" she said and went back to her room. I closed my door and sighed more of a relief sigh and began packing my bag and called shaikha.

"Shaikha 3ady abat 3ndkm wla emt7anat enty?" I asked

"Hessa shfeech ee 3ady my exams are next month sadly" she repliedz

"Okay i'm coming lain w9lt bagolch klshy" i said and just hung up before she said anything else cause i know she'll shower me with questions. I wasn't ready just yet. V

When i got there, i was greeted by her mother, "shfeech?!" She said and i could hear everyone else stand up and move towards the door.

My eyes stopped flowing by now but only traces of tears can be seen, i scanned the room and i saw shaikha's father, my real father i began crying again and i automatically hurried to him and hugged him. It felt right, i felt safe.

My veil began falling off. when i broke the hug i wiped my tears and was out of words. I looked at my real father and he smiled at me, a heart warming smile. I smiled back.

"Shsalfa?" Asked shaikha with a huge question mark on her face. 

"Shaikha hathy e5tch" he said.

[Shaikha's POV]

"L79'a shnw?" I said, what is going on here. It felt weird.

We all sat down on the sofa's and hessa sat next to me. 

"Mama lazm engloch shy" my father started. I just looked puzzled.

I looked at abdulrahman and he was staring at the floor just listening. 

"Mama hessa e5tch" he paused, "ana oboch w om-" i stopped him  

"Omy ga3da ymk" i didn't want to picture anyone else as my mother. 

My father looked at me because i just stopped him, "asfa" i said while lowering my head.

"Ana barou7 elmaylas byouni ryayel" he said and left following him abdulrahman. I pissed him off i know it. 

I just sat there facing hessa, many thoughts ran in my mind, one of them she's my sister, she has always has been my sister. This is crazy. 

"Yma knty et3rfen?" I asked and she nodded. 'wow' i thought.

"Wai3 enty e5ty" i playfully said and nudged her shoulder. We both laughed. 

After dinner we headed upstairs to sleep and hessa had an exam tomorrow.  

"Hows she like?" i said while lying on my bed next to hessa. I just felt the urge of knowing her, hessa never spoke of her nor do i visit them like she does to us, "Bossy, loving sometimes, cold sometimes, always out" she said then paused and sighed, "i just can't believe she hid this big thing from me"

"Like wise, why hide it, what's wrong with just saying it and i can't believe abdulrahman knew and i.." i said and shrugged.

"The man i call my father isn't even my father" she paused again, "i should of stayed, i should of talked about it further more rather than leave" 

"Yeah you're an idiot when you freak out" i said trying to make this subject cheerful. 

"Thank you for your honesty" she replied with a chuckle and then she slept, but i couldn't. 

[Hessa's Mother POV]

That's what i feared.

That she'll one day find out and leave me. She wouldn't find out if we didn't move back here. 

I knew from the day we left dubai that we'll confront anyone of them and it will get bad. I sighed while lying on my bed alone thinking of all the possible things that will happen.

I brushed those negative thoughts away and all i thought of was getting her back here nothing else. 

[Hessa's POV]

Exam went well, didn't feel like i gave my 100% but i did well. 

Knowing that my driver will be taking me back home made me feel petrified in an anxious way. 

I don't want to go yet i badly want to because i'm curious about this whole situation. Good thing i got study leave tomorrow.  

I sat in the cafeteria alone waiting for the driver to inform me of his arrival and in came m7md. 

I had a happy feeling going inside just seeing him and i smiled, he was with a group of guys who i wasn't familiar with any of them.

He probably excused himself and came to greet me. "Ha sh9ar?" He said as he sat on the sofa i was on.

"Your theory is right. Ana e5t shaikha w abdulrahman" i said somehow shyly because his friends were staring from where they were seated. I don't know it just felt awkward. 

He sighed in a shruggy way, "shfeek?" I asked mockingly.

He chuckled and smiled a dimpled smile "wla shy" and we just stared at each other for a moment which instantly made it even more awkwarder, i could feel my face heating up and from his face expression of mock, i know i blushed.

My phone rang and saved the day, i knew the driver arrived so i excused myself and left. That was the weirdest thing ever, but i am forever thankful to him.

after a long ride back home because of heavy traffic on the highway. I had the chance to clear my mind, organise my thoughts and calm myself down. 

I thought of every possible question i wanted answers for and every possible answer i might get and after a long time reasoning with myself. 

I reached home, i pushed our big house door and focused on nothing but where my mother was. 

She wasn't in her room nor anywhere in this house. 

Where is this woman?

I got a text from shaikha,

"Your mother is here asking for you"

I mentally face palmed myself and left back to shaikha's house.

Chaos is about to begin.

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