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Today has been the worst day ever.

First layla, now mona.

After mona went up to her room, my mum sat and made sure that i wasn't that kind of a person to everyone else.

In the car, she asked me if i wasn't with him and she was so considerate, i assured her that i wasn't involved with him in anyway. 

I may have moved on from d3ay and am partially developing likeness towards him and i know that life goes on but it's just far too soon.

When i got home, i told the group that was formed during high school, every single thing that has happened. 

Sara: "el7mdela wl shkr mra9' hai"

Me: " e7raaaj matt9wrain" 

Shaikha: "7ta lw 9ij kan elshy ehya malha sh3'l" 

The boys kept silent while we girls just ranted about the problem, they just kept telling me everything will be fine. My anxiety wasn't going to stop anytime soon, but it kind of calmed.

next day was a weekend and i wanted to do something today to stop me from thinking about mona. 

I texted the group wondering if they wanted to hangout today, they all agreed and we picked watching hunger games 2 in city centre. 

I went and asked my mother whether i could or not. She said "La la twa ams 9ayrtlch salfa 3n el6al3a m3a 9byan" i looked at her in a 'you serious look?'

I shrugged and had a final decision, "yma et3rfen shlon wdeni bait ydty elyoum this has to end may9er chthe an7bs 3shan w7da tafha galat chthba wlkl 9dgha" 

My mother smiled and nodded, i went back to my room and texted them that there's change in plans. 

Shaikha: "shla tknsl?"

Me: "i'll put an end to mona wayd m95t elsalfa"

9gr: "shswat?"

Me: "omi galat la ena they're already talking w i had it, it's like i'm trapped in my own life bsbbha" 

Sara: "w laish omch t'htm what people are saying" 

Me: "okay 9ij ena we shouldn't care what they say bs elsm3a mhma sara and don't care what people say quote doesn't lay on me in this situation"

M7md: "3dl" 

The question now is what will i say, how will i begin, i'm not used to rumours or hate back in my old school everyone loved me. 

I sat over thinking what may or may not happen instead of what i'll say. 

All i know is that i want to make this thought mona sculpted in everyones mind go. No matter what is said about me elsm3a aham shy. 

After a long hour of thinking, i checked the time and it was time people began going to gramma's.

I got ready and left to gramma's, anxiety broke it's way into me. 

I was nervous and still furious. 

I began tapping my feet repeatedly and uncontrollably, "mama bs hdi klshy byn7l al7en" said my mother and i smiled. 

We got there and greeted them, i scanned the place for mona but she was out of sight so far. 

"Shlonch hessa?" Asked gramma, i smiled "el7mdella" 

"Shsma gelty rfejch? M7md?" Asked my aunt, "ee m7md Al-X" i said confidently even though slightly shocked that my aunt is casually saying rfejch and waited for their reaction, something i have learnt from m7md himself. 

They did look like they believed mona, or even partially did. 

"Wee laykon wld maitha" she said and they began talking about her, how her husband tzwj 3laiha and how she is living with her brother. 

To be honest i don't know m7md's life story, "mn maitha?" I said out of curiosity, "et9er bnt 3mt ryl 5altch lulwa" that was confusing but i just nodded. 

Minutes later mona came down with her sister giving me the death stare, i looked at her in disgust. 

Everyone sitting with us felt the tension and it became awkward. 

I buckled up my courage and began. 

"Ela mona golelhm 89ty ana w m7md shklch et3rfeni akthr mni" 

I started and my mother quietly chuckled. 

She looked at me in shock as if she didn't know i had all that courage. 

She kept silence and everyone looked at her. 

I chuckled and said, "9brw 5l t2lf w 3gb el3asha lain trst elkrsha btrwi lkm 89at romeo w juliet" 

I could see their faces and some of them were quietly giggling and i'm guessing i made my point.

I could see mona's face going red

And all i did was give her a taste of her own medicine. 

My mother nudged me and whispered, "bs bs w9'7ty raych" 

She gave me the look and stormed upstairs. 

My grand mother laughed and said, "zain etswen feha ely matst7i" 

I looked at her and gave her an angelic smile. 

"Tara e7na ma9dgnaha ndri mona w swalfha" said one of my aunts.

"Bs b3d elsm3a sm3a lazm n7meha" i said and they all went like "3dl 3dl"

Her sister sat there still laughing and mimicking her reaction.

I'm just so relieved that everyone actually knew the truth without me needing to prove a point in the first place. 

I went back home fully satisfied with how today went like, i texted the group telling them my accomplishment. 

I then went and texted m7md alone, i know it's a bit nosy of me to ask about his private life but we're friends there isn't any harm.

Me: "m7md can i ask you something"

M7md: "akeed"

Me: "umk esmha maitha?" 

M7md: "ee shdrach?"

When he said that i silently gasped, knowing he's part of the family is nice. 

Me: "okay elyoum in the gathering i was told that she's bnt 3mt ryl 5alty" 

M7md: "lulwa 5altch?"

Me: "omg yes"

M7md: "7elw wala mn elahl y3ni" 

Me: "ee ewans elshy" 

He didn't reply for a moment which basically was 10 minutes.

M7md: "hessa bachr elsbt 3ndch shy?" 

Me: "la kmlt emt7anat"

M7md: "zain 7ta ana"

Me: "why asking?"

M7md: "bs bs wla shy" 

I was confused what does he want. 

I hate it when someone gets me all hyped up for something and then just keep me hanging.  

 

I as a curious person won't stop asking until i know what does he want. 

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