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After what hessa told me,

I really didn't know how will i be telling my brother. Actually i have no idea how will i be starting.

I waited for him to come and pick me up, i'm going to ask him in the car i think it is better.

Moments later i saw my brother stop his car in front of me. I hopped in and anxiety broke its way into me. 

I buckled up my courage and went for it, "a-abdulrahman?" I stuttered but i managed to say something.

Hmm was all he said and kept his eyes locked on the road.

"Shloun et3rf um hessa?" I asked. 

He kept silent, it almost feels like he ignored me and i could see his anger grow, but i asked again and just before i finished he hushed me up, and told me he didn't want to speak of it. 

Well that's a fail. 

But i am determined to get it out of him whether it's the last thing i do. 

So after lunch i hurried after him which is basically the craziest thing i have ever done he has a horrible temper after lunch and all he does is sleep. 

I started showering him with questions again, but he yelled at me and kicked me out of his room. 

Well i saw that coming.

This mission so far is a failure. 

I texted hessa about it and so she called me.

"Hello" she said, "hi" i replied.

"Tell me what happened again?" She asked me to re-tell the 'tale'

So i did i told her how he ignored me in the car and how he kicked me out of his room and how he hushed me up every time i tried to get him to tell me something.

She shrugged and said "now what"

"I don't know it is obviously a very sensitive subject to him" i replied.

"I have an idea it is a bit lunatic but it's worth a try" she began.

"What's on your mind?" I asked.

"Remember when we switched places?" She said and i kept quiet waiting for her to proceed.

"Well how about we do that again i'll try to get it out of him, as me not you" she suggested. 

That surly is crazy but worth a try. 

"Okay tomorrow it is" i said and we hung up.

[Hessa's POV]

After we hung up, i began thinking about what will i say and what might happen. What if he gets angry and tells on me.

I really wanted to know this, it feels as if this is an important life changing thing. 

If you think of it, I meeting shaikha, then 3ziz dying and me going to the 5alaf, then my mother and abdulrahman. It sounds like it all links up to something.

Then i remembered that i haven't spoken to d3ay since the last time i saw him. It seems as if i'm ignoring him myself. I went ahead and texted him about me and my little adventure and all of the events that has been going on. 

[D3ay's POV]

I was sleeping, actually all i do here is sleep.  It seems as if i'm in jail and i'm not allowed to do anything, but sleep, eat and wince in pain.

Hessa hasn't spoken to me. I sighed at that thought, she's my only gateway from all this. 

Especially after...

Sigh, lets just say it's bad news.

And lets just say that it seems as if i'm staying longer in the hospital, and that i'll ne transferring to a hospital in dubai.

My mother never left the hospital, but my sister went back to dubai she has university. Well i do too but..

This is just so complicated.

I'm slowly getting depression i hated hospitals, the smell of it, the feeling of nothing but four walls surrounding you. 

I rested my head onto the hospitals soft pillow. Guess it's snooze time again. 

Just as i closed my eyes. my phone buzzed, i jumped off the pillow and reached to my phone hoping it would be hessa this time, she hasn't spoken to me since last time we saw each other.

I had the hugest smile on my face when it was her, i started reading her text, she told me about everything and basically apologised a thousand times for not texting me.

I smiled while reading, but my smile faded. I thought about my medical problems and god were they a lot, i should be telling her, but i couldn't,

Not yet. 

[back to Hessa's POV]

I saw that he went online and went off leaving a last seen. He didn't reply, i'm not sure if he ignored me or he just doesn't want to talk.

I decided to call him, which i did but he didn't answer. I'm worried now, and i think i'll be paying him a visit this friday.

The day passed, i'm still worrying about d3ay and still thinking about what may happen tomorrow. All those thoughts gave me migraine attack and a very unpleasant one too.

The next day, 

i got up and quickly got ready for school. The anxiety and excitement is killing me.

Today i may or may not find out about something big. Why didn't anyone of them want to speak about it, thoughts like those filled my mind and far too many negative ones but i brushed them away trying to focus on the positive and keep my hopes up. 

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