Friday, February 8, 2013

5

I left my room.
Okaay... Sorry I meant Hessa's room... 

I headed downstairs..
And saw him
This tall fit tanned handsome creature so called d3aij
Standing infront of the entrance door

I smiled... Awkwardly...
I tried so hard not to show it
Nzlt w slmt 3ala his mum.
Now both mums are staring and smiling.
It felt weird and like my face would explode from the current situation.

"Tf9'lw 7yakm elbait baitkm" said hessa's mum.

D3aij couldnt stop looking at me and smiling, inside me wanted to leave cause I'm not used to it.
I started bushing I'm a shy person after all.
"Zad f9'lkm eshzenha 79ai9 5al9 jety elb7rain wnsetena" said his mother.
I chuckled the shy kind.

I saw d3aij and both mums eye contacting each other and smiling.
Then he turned to me and said "mara7 etwreni baitkm eljded?"

I turned to hessa's mum she nodded so I agreed to give him a quick tour... when I myself have no idea of the place.

We started from the entrance garden and walked until we reached an outside sitting place, it looked amazingly beautiful m3ana eldnya 9'lmt but the light acctually brought out the garden beautifully. 

"This is my favorite place"
Okay that somehow true but it is my new favorite place in this house.
The lighting here are amazing it was more like 5aft but u could see detailed faces and where ur walking exactly.

I turned around d3aij was closer to me, I freaked out and stepped a bit backwards.

He chuckled and said "3'm9'i 3younch"
He's freakin serious? 
"Laish?" I nervously said
"Geltlch 3'm9'i lt5afen" he said with serious caring tone.
"Okaaaay" I closed them and panicked but hessa told me he's a gentlemen so he won't do anything offensive.. I hope so..

"Ft7ehm", I opened my eyes finding a diamond ring kept in a dark colored small elegant box, and d3aij kneeling on one foot.
He's....it's.....it's....
"Ttzwjainy?" He finally forced the words out.
I was in shock... Omg this is so weird... I mean I'm not hessa...
What if she didnt want this...
Besides i didn't know arabians do that i'm more familiar with the traditional rather than this.

"Bs b3dny 93'eera" my quickest reply..
He got up excitedly, "y3ni emwaafgaa" he had a huge smile when I say huge smile I mean huugge his dimples are going deep inside.

"i'll let u know" I tried to avoid more questions.

"La aba al7en eljwab" he folded both his arms into cross.
I smiled and raised an eyebrow.

"Uff enzain tnt9'rainy?" He looked so cute and unbearable. 

"How long?" I questioned

"4years w i'll do the traditional proposal bs akml jam3a w a79l sh3'l w3d mni ajeech"

There was silence filling the place we could hear the tree insect sounds and the wind sound as it moved the tree leave surrounding us.
Nzlt rasi not knowing what to say..
I dont really know how hessa will react right now..
I tried to think like her, but he approached me lifted my head up with fingers holding my chin so we'd eye contact.

My heart started pounded I couldnt breath I was nervous.
His smile was warm and happy like he finally found his perfect match.

"Shu hw srch?" He kept on holding my face up.
I tried not eye contact him, "ay sr?" This is awkward..

"Jmalch...sb7an mn swaach.. 7ta elgmr 3'ar mn jmal mlam7ch"
He smiled and ironically the moon was exactly above us.

I pulled away needing my comfort zone and to catch some breath.. Suddenly it became hotter I know now I'm blushing.. 

I should say something.. Stop smiling... "Tktb ash3ar?" I said stuttering, I stutter (at2t2) when I'm nervous.

"7by lch 5lani abd3 shtaben b3d" he had the proud face ely kna m3'roor bs with a smile.

I kept gthlty wra ethni and said "5lna nd5l t25rna be76oun el3'da..." No dammitt gmt a5r6 "g9di el3sha" I quickly fixed.

"Am i making you nervous?" He said while chuckling.
"Nooo ur not" I said trying to sound sarcastic.

And we went back inside.


-hessa-

It has been exactly 5 hours what is taking so long.

Suddenly my phone was attacked by messages.
I quickly took it and started reading and oh the shock.

Shaikha: "I think ur unoffically engaged to d3aij"

Did I see it well did it say en-gaged?

My eyes widened and I lifted an eye brow 
I tried reading it right I was confused.

Me: "shuuu?"

Shaikha: "he proposed to me which is u in the backyard garden"

Me: "l79'a l79'a w9'7eli shu en56bt? D3aij is my brother like he wouldn't marry me or think of it"

Shaikha: "well he did and now ur more like his future wife, omch w oma mwaf8en"

Me: "u accepted?? without my permisson? Ur serious?"

Shaikha: "ok calm down no I didnt I told him i'll think about it so you'll have time from now till 4 years later"

Me: "I want to go home.. Now!"

Shaikha: "hessa I didnt agree walla"

Me: "I dont care I need to see him"

Shaikha: "he'll call"

Me: "that's the problem I wasn't there when he proposed I didnt get the feelings to know how to reply chan zain we didnt switch"

shaikha: "I'm sorry but things happen for a reason i don't klshy ktbt allah we have nothing over it"

I rubbed my forehead trying to think straight, d3aij loves me?
Mw ga3d ydsh bali... He always been my best friend, big brother, father but never thought of him as a husband.

I took a quick look at the time.. Wow 9pm...
I should sleep so I would get back to my real home quicker..

Just before I closed my eyes my phone rang.
I knew it was D3aij 
I'm having butterflies in my tummy.

I answered, but kept quiet.

"Alo?" He broke the silence.

"Hmm" trying to sound as sleepy as possible

"Nmty?" He replied.

"Haih twi" I said

"Ee mdrsa bchr" he sarcastically said bring out a chuckle
I chuckled as well.

"yzain hal 9'7ka w yazain ra3ee" he said

I kept quiet my face started heating up it was more like I'm shy..
From d3aij this cant be happening.

"Hessa?" He questioned.

"N3m" i shyly said trying to get into the act 

"A7bch"

The word kept ringing in my ears echoing. 
My heart started beating fast. 
The place became hotter. 
Butterflies everywhere in me.
I have this weird feeling I never felt it my whole life.
It's like suddenly the world stopped for a second.

"Wainch?" He broke the silence
I suddenly went mute I didn't know what to say I was tongue tied.
In all the moment i've been through I never went through this. 
This 'Love' thing

"79ai9?" Sounding all serious

"Hmm" shyly again i was mostly just hmm and quietness

"Fech shy?" He asked 

"La la am fine" I assured him 

"Just fine?" He said

"Haih el7mdela mablai she" I replied smiling

"Zain byech bchr w byeb el5atm ely rwetch eya elyoum bekoun mthl our unoffical engagement ring" he said

"You know I'm still thinking about it right?" I raised an eyebrow even though I know he's not looking force of habit.

"Uff laish chthe" I could feel his face becoming :c 

I chuckled and said "okay bye until tomorrow."

We hung up. This conversation gave me panic attack but i brushed it off and slept.

The next morning came I woke up 5:30
"Uff mdrsa"
I threw myself deep into my bed
Sorry shaikha's bed. 
I just wanted to cuddle the blanket and stay warm in it
10 minutes struggling and grumbling until I finally left bed.

I did the morning regulars
Wore school uniform
Made a messy bun
Picked up shaikha's rayban glasses hipster kind
Applied a soft 3oud m36r scent perfume
Went downstairs

The house smelled b5our and morning coffee
Everyone was breakfasting 
I love the whole family morning thing

It was 6:15 by the time I went down
Sat with the family ate cornflakes and drank coffee 
Didnt really talk.

Saw 7mani whw nzl mn foug
9b7 3lehna took sips from his mug  
And said "Gomi yala" 
I quickly got up and followed him to his car to finally getting my life back. I didn't like it but this is what i was born under.

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