[Before you start reading i would like to inform you guys that chapter 7 and 8 are a bit messed up i don't know why 8 came before 7..]
i followed Abdulrahman to his car.
went and sat on the front seat.
there was silence the whole way
i just looked out the window.
and thought of duaij..
did i just..
ugh i don't know what to do..
"hey wain 6rty gomai nzli w9lna" he demanded.
wow it sounded like byftk mni..
"thank you for not telling on me" i said with a smile
"el3fw" he was looking straight didnt take one glimpse of me but i saw his smile.
and i closed the car door.
i entered the school gates and quickly hurried to the homeroom searching for shaikha
i saw a short girl with medium length hair she was stick thin and wore tights.
i approached her and asked "chftw shaikha?"
she looked at me in a 'shfeha thei look' i wanted to punch her but i held my anger.
if there is anything more i hate then girls like her that look down at people.
she raised an eyebrow and giggled ' mw enty shaikha?'
her voice was so tiny just like her body figure.
i remembered that im still in her style and identity.
i shrugged and said "la ana shbeht'ha mayat?"
she hh'ed and said "la ll7en"
i gave her a disgusted look ely shfech a7en.
"okay mshkoura" and before i leave i said under my voice "lay6ee7 7nchch bs"
not sure if she heard but i hope she does..
i proceeded my path to the homeroom few more hallways..
dammit i have never in my life been so nerves like this.
on my way i felt a vibration in my bag.
i rushed to the nearest bathroom to see who texted me.
'ana elyoum bamrch bnrou7 mshwar, is it ok?' - Duaij
i typed ' i'll see mum first'
the bell rang i again rushed out of the bathroom to the homeroom
and i bumped into someone.
i thought to myself gosh how many times this term
i let my head down so i wont see what i bumped
and so i could carry on to my class peacefully
"careful not to bump into anyone again"
i lifted my head and there m7md was.
i shyly smiled gosh this was embarresing..
"shfeech chee bsr3a bsr3a 3ady ela homeroom" he sarcastically said with a side smile,
"adri adri bs aby shaikha fe mw9'ou3 w emesa3a adwrha"
i tried to sound the 'im in a hurry so bsr3a 5l9 klamk'
Harsh.. i know but i wanted to go.
"laish shsalfa" he sounded worried
i kept quiet 'ena malk d5l'
"enzain emshy bdwrha m3ach" he smiled again
we walked to class again still few hallways to reach there
we were in an awkward silence the suddenly "ha msht el56a?" he asked.
i chuckled and said "He found out bs magal shy bs estanst he's an amazing guy yab5t shaikha feh wala"
' ee 6yb ohw"... again silence filled our way then he broke it.. again..
"what makes you so happy like this?"
i confusingly looked at him and raised an eyebrow " what makes you think so?"
"i understand body language i know how your feeling and your feeling excited and happy"
he looked straight as we spoke with nothing but a smile on his face.
is he a psychic or something?
at that moment i knew that this is really how i feel..
could i possibly have fallen in love for duaij in anyway
i mean 12 years of friendship in that school i knew him ever since kindergarden.
we played together, studied together, did everything friends do together..
but love.. this is just new to me..
"ha wayn sr7ty 9aj wala?"
i shyly smiled and nodded in agreement.
he chuckled and said "3shan et3rfen sa7r ana"
i smiled the whole way and we kept silent.
we finaallyy reached homeroom.
i looked inside a quick look to see if she was there.
and Yes! she was i hurried to the seat in front of her.
"you!" i hissed at her.
"Well hello to you too..." she awkwardly smiled.
"well tell me" i ordered.
she took a glimpse at m7md that was behind me.
"well my job here is done.." he looked to his friends and said "halla shabab!"
i turned to her and she started "well...." and she told me every single details.
"he...he did that?" i was shocked i didn't know what to say.
"yes and i know mali sh3'l but he loves u w i could see it in his eyes and he's amazing your an idiot if you rejected him 9ij maybe he's your best friend but that doesn't mean he can't be more that just a best friend'
she's right... i looked down at my shoes thinking of what i was just told..
my mind couldn't think right something in me says yes she's totally right something in me says that what if problems happen and i lose him because of that i don't want to lose him for any reason.
"i don't know.. i don't.. mdri.." i just said those words i don't know what to say...
"your serious hessa? matdren?" she said with a serious tone.
"ee mdri what you say is positive 100% right but still something in me is disagreeing"
"you to know.. elryal myt feech mdri shwaity fee bs myt fech i could see it in his eyes"
my face started heating up my whole body was heating i could feel that i turned like a living tomato.
"well today he'll be picking me up w bewdeni mshwar i'll think mn a7een lai that time" i mentioned.
"alright then it's your choice after all"
Today felt like the longest day ever
Went well and great.
And i have been thinking and i reached to a conclusion...
They day ended and my phone started vibrating long enough for me to know who is calling.
I picked it up.
"Alo?!" He said mstan.
"Hmm?" I calmly said maknt aby a7ss elgang about anything..
"Wainch?!" He was like mhtd
"Beeh shsalfa ana bil mdrsa twi b6l3" i said quietly.
I lifted my eyes and realized eyes were on me..
"Enzain ltnsain tklmen omch 3n elmshwar" he said i could feel a smirk on his face.
"Haih haih bgoulha 5la9 now i got to go"
I tried ending it quickly.
"Laish bsr3a bsr3a shd3wa?" He said sarcastically.
" i have friends u know I'm with them now"
I tried to wrap it up quickly.
"Haih 3yal bklmch b3dain" he said his byes and we hung up.
"Mn?" Sara said
"No one important" i replied trying to avoid questions.
"Seriously with that smile no one?" Sara said
"3ndch 7beeb w matben etgoulen lna ha" 3ziz interfered with a big devilish smirk.
"Laa mw 7beeby" i giggled.
"3yartch" said 3ziz and sara said together.
" la wala mw 7beeby" i sarcastically said.
"La la la 3yartch wayhch a7mr w tbtsmain mw 3lay" 3ziz proceeded
I looked around at them all looking so eggar to know 9gr and shaikha were laughing seriously thankyou...
And both 3ziz and sara were tempting me to say who was it.
And suddenly from all the pressure i said "56eby uff happy?"
Suddenly 3m elhdou2 wayhm ens7b
"Ee 56eeby egouli bnrou7 mshwar feha shy?"
Omg why why why !
M7mds eye were full of shock all of them were shaikha didnt expect this..
"Mn-mn9jch?" M7md said.
"Ee twna ams ya eklm ahli." I replied
"Awwwww y3ni kntw 7bayb?" Sara burst on me.
" laa kna best friends for 12 years he suprised me aswell" i smiled
All of them were happy for me, m7md looked quite odd but he seemed happy.
I said my good byes and left back to my home. My real home.
I reached home, smiling.
"T3ali enty mta r7ty elmdrsa chthe?"
My mum stopped me right before i headed upstairs.
"3'yart shkli flmdrsa ma7bait elstyle"
I quickly responded.
"Mmmm enzain ro7i bdli w t3ali 3ndy m3ach mw9'oo3" she said.
I smiled stood there for a moment went kissed her forehead and headed upstairs.
i followed Abdulrahman to his car.
went and sat on the front seat.
there was silence the whole way
i just looked out the window.
and thought of duaij..
did i just..
ugh i don't know what to do..
"hey wain 6rty gomai nzli w9lna" he demanded.
wow it sounded like byftk mni..
"thank you for not telling on me" i said with a smile
"el3fw" he was looking straight didnt take one glimpse of me but i saw his smile.
and i closed the car door.
i entered the school gates and quickly hurried to the homeroom searching for shaikha
i saw a short girl with medium length hair she was stick thin and wore tights.
i approached her and asked "chftw shaikha?"
she looked at me in a 'shfeha thei look' i wanted to punch her but i held my anger.
if there is anything more i hate then girls like her that look down at people.
she raised an eyebrow and giggled ' mw enty shaikha?'
her voice was so tiny just like her body figure.
i remembered that im still in her style and identity.
i shrugged and said "la ana shbeht'ha mayat?"
she hh'ed and said "la ll7en"
i gave her a disgusted look ely shfech a7en.
"okay mshkoura" and before i leave i said under my voice "lay6ee7 7nchch bs"
not sure if she heard but i hope she does..
i proceeded my path to the homeroom few more hallways..
dammit i have never in my life been so nerves like this.
on my way i felt a vibration in my bag.
i rushed to the nearest bathroom to see who texted me.
'ana elyoum bamrch bnrou7 mshwar, is it ok?' - Duaij
i typed ' i'll see mum first'
the bell rang i again rushed out of the bathroom to the homeroom
and i bumped into someone.
i thought to myself gosh how many times this term
i let my head down so i wont see what i bumped
and so i could carry on to my class peacefully
"careful not to bump into anyone again"
i lifted my head and there m7md was.
i shyly smiled gosh this was embarresing..
"shfeech chee bsr3a bsr3a 3ady ela homeroom" he sarcastically said with a side smile,
"adri adri bs aby shaikha fe mw9'ou3 w emesa3a adwrha"
i tried to sound the 'im in a hurry so bsr3a 5l9 klamk'
Harsh.. i know but i wanted to go.
"laish shsalfa" he sounded worried
i kept quiet 'ena malk d5l'
"enzain emshy bdwrha m3ach" he smiled again
we walked to class again still few hallways to reach there
we were in an awkward silence the suddenly "ha msht el56a?" he asked.
i chuckled and said "He found out bs magal shy bs estanst he's an amazing guy yab5t shaikha feh wala"
' ee 6yb ohw"... again silence filled our way then he broke it.. again..
"what makes you so happy like this?"
i confusingly looked at him and raised an eyebrow " what makes you think so?"
"i understand body language i know how your feeling and your feeling excited and happy"
he looked straight as we spoke with nothing but a smile on his face.
is he a psychic or something?
at that moment i knew that this is really how i feel..
could i possibly have fallen in love for duaij in anyway
i mean 12 years of friendship in that school i knew him ever since kindergarden.
we played together, studied together, did everything friends do together..
but love.. this is just new to me..
"ha wayn sr7ty 9aj wala?"
i shyly smiled and nodded in agreement.
he chuckled and said "3shan et3rfen sa7r ana"
i smiled the whole way and we kept silent.
we finaallyy reached homeroom.
i looked inside a quick look to see if she was there.
and Yes! she was i hurried to the seat in front of her.
"you!" i hissed at her.
"Well hello to you too..." she awkwardly smiled.
"well tell me" i ordered.
she took a glimpse at m7md that was behind me.
"well my job here is done.." he looked to his friends and said "halla shabab!"
i turned to her and she started "well...." and she told me every single details.
"he...he did that?" i was shocked i didn't know what to say.
"yes and i know mali sh3'l but he loves u w i could see it in his eyes and he's amazing your an idiot if you rejected him 9ij maybe he's your best friend but that doesn't mean he can't be more that just a best friend'
she's right... i looked down at my shoes thinking of what i was just told..
my mind couldn't think right something in me says yes she's totally right something in me says that what if problems happen and i lose him because of that i don't want to lose him for any reason.
"i don't know.. i don't.. mdri.." i just said those words i don't know what to say...
"your serious hessa? matdren?" she said with a serious tone.
"ee mdri what you say is positive 100% right but still something in me is disagreeing"
"you to know.. elryal myt feech mdri shwaity fee bs myt fech i could see it in his eyes"
my face started heating up my whole body was heating i could feel that i turned like a living tomato.
"well today he'll be picking me up w bewdeni mshwar i'll think mn a7een lai that time" i mentioned.
"alright then it's your choice after all"
Today felt like the longest day ever
Went well and great.
And i have been thinking and i reached to a conclusion...
They day ended and my phone started vibrating long enough for me to know who is calling.
I picked it up.
"Alo?!" He said mstan.
"Hmm?" I calmly said maknt aby a7ss elgang about anything..
"Wainch?!" He was like mhtd
"Beeh shsalfa ana bil mdrsa twi b6l3" i said quietly.
I lifted my eyes and realized eyes were on me..
"Enzain ltnsain tklmen omch 3n elmshwar" he said i could feel a smirk on his face.
"Haih haih bgoulha 5la9 now i got to go"
I tried ending it quickly.
"Laish bsr3a bsr3a shd3wa?" He said sarcastically.
" i have friends u know I'm with them now"
I tried to wrap it up quickly.
"Haih 3yal bklmch b3dain" he said his byes and we hung up.
"Mn?" Sara said
"No one important" i replied trying to avoid questions.
"Seriously with that smile no one?" Sara said
"3ndch 7beeb w matben etgoulen lna ha" 3ziz interfered with a big devilish smirk.
"Laa mw 7beeby" i giggled.
"3yartch" said 3ziz and sara said together.
" la wala mw 7beeby" i sarcastically said.
"La la la 3yartch wayhch a7mr w tbtsmain mw 3lay" 3ziz proceeded
I looked around at them all looking so eggar to know 9gr and shaikha were laughing seriously thankyou...
And both 3ziz and sara were tempting me to say who was it.
And suddenly from all the pressure i said "56eby uff happy?"
Suddenly 3m elhdou2 wayhm ens7b
"Ee 56eeby egouli bnrou7 mshwar feha shy?"
Omg why why why !
M7mds eye were full of shock all of them were shaikha didnt expect this..
"Mn-mn9jch?" M7md said.
"Ee twna ams ya eklm ahli." I replied
"Awwwww y3ni kntw 7bayb?" Sara burst on me.
" laa kna best friends for 12 years he suprised me aswell" i smiled
All of them were happy for me, m7md looked quite odd but he seemed happy.
I said my good byes and left back to my home. My real home.
I reached home, smiling.
"T3ali enty mta r7ty elmdrsa chthe?"
My mum stopped me right before i headed upstairs.
"3'yart shkli flmdrsa ma7bait elstyle"
I quickly responded.
"Mmmm enzain ro7i bdli w t3ali 3ndy m3ach mw9'oo3" she said.
I smiled stood there for a moment went kissed her forehead and headed upstairs.
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